Suicidal Thoughts-A Social Awakening

It's truly a matter of concern when you know something, but what you feel just takes over.

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It's probably when an individual's is not in his control cause of a mental distress and losing against life. And that's the most saddening part, the most feared moment when people have suicidal thoughts. They personally think that the pain of living the life is more than the pain of suicide or ending the life.  The person experiencing this part of life has probably limited his or her perception. The perception of the mind which differentiates the practical effects of suicide than the emotional result of it. 

You, if experiencing this thing probably would be thinking of clutching a knife, making a knot or two, standing on the rooftop or a bridge. Just with tears in the eyes, hands numb, tryna live all the happy moments in life emotionally. And then without even a second thought or so you set off,  set off in a swift breeze, set off to upset people here. 

Imagine this. You come home from school/office one day. You’ve had yet another horrible day. You’re just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you’ve written and rewritten over and over and over You take out those razor blades, and cut for the very last time. You grab that bottle of pills and take them all. Laying down, holding the letter to your chest, you close your eyes for the very last time. A few hours later, your little brother knocks on your door to come tell you dinners ready. You don’t answer, so he walks in. All he sees is you lying on your bed, so he thinks you’re asleep. He tells your mom this. Your mom goes to your room to wake you up. She notices something is odd. She grabs the paper in your hand and reads it. Sobbing, she tries to wake you up. She’s screaming your name. Your brother, so confused, runs to go tell Dad that “Mommy is crying and sissy won’t wake up.” Your dad runs into your room. He looks at your mom, crying, holding the letter to her chest, sitting next to your lifeless body. It hits him, what’s going on, and he screams. He screams and throws something at the wall. And then, falling to his knees, he starts to cry. Your mom crawls over to him, and they sit there, holding each other, crying. The next day at school, there’s an announcement. The principal tells everyone about your suicide. It takes a few seconds for it to sink in, and once it does, everyone goes silent. Everyone blames themselves, regardless of what flawful you were. 

Why do you do this? Just to get out of the sadness you're experiencing. Trying not to leave the phase of life you're gonna go through. You'll just end up with nothing but some suicidal thoughts and notes getting written with tears rolling down your cheeks. But what, you see that little hope still alive and struggling to get out and lighten the dark points. But your thoughts are not ready to home it. Love is still missing. Would you ever have the chance to regret over your old parents losing you, your love literally cries and get down on life, your friends still not able to cope up with grief and not able to sum up what happened. 

You would have hundreds of reasons to quit your life, but if you find you'll have thousands of reasons to live. Would your parents even be able to live without you? Will your love of life, your friends ever be happy to live without you? If you live you can turn things good, give yourself another chance to wanna live. Will you not regret confessing your love to your childhood crush? And thing would never ever change on their own you'll have to kick that extra mile goal which breaks the barrier of suicide.

So people think over it and help the psychologically depressed. Love ya and would take your virtual leave. Until then to the people depressed, I wish much peace and happy life ahead for them.

-VINIT FURIA

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